Scale Day!!
Well...the results are...I am down 9 pounds since Monday.  I know all water...but I am so happy to just not be SWOLLEN!  Looking froward to my lunch today.  Made the Modified Pozole, we'll see how it is.  Bill is coming to pick me up at 4:30 for dinner.  We are going to Sweet Tomatoes for dinner.  Going to be hard to stick to the salad bar...but I can do it!!  

Suffering the Effects of My Actions!
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Napster
I gained back ALOT of my weight originally lost!  I really blew it when I fell off...I am back on track today with a milk day!!  I vow to rub, breathe, and drink LOTS of water!  I am VERY swollen from my binge.  Good thing about the binge...I am so disgusted and feeling yucky, I have no desire to eat.  At least for now...JUST FOR TODAY is all that matters!  I will try to live through this day only and not try to tackle my whole problem at once!

My Successful Failure
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Napster

Well.  I have failed.  But it was a failure with a lesson.  See, I absolutely FREAKED out last week.  I completed one FULL week of AW and was down 16.5 pounds.  How awesome is that?!?  Well..my habits got the best of me, and I ripped those damned beads off my head.  I got some great motivation to continue from my friends on the AW e-mail list, but stubborn me did not listen.  It's been about a week, and I have not had the nerve to get back on the scale again.  I am eating just the same way I used to, which is a BAD thing, so I know there will be no good news.  But I have decided to start fresh and put the beads back on on Monday!  Bill is being very supportive, and told me that he will back me up on whatever I decide.  I just don't feel as good as I did on the AW plan.  My edema was gone, my energy was high, I felt just much more complete.  So I am going back....and this time it's for good!  I am determined!!

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